*trigger warning for self harm and violence
lost in her daydreams
with her mind miles away
she stares off into the darkness
wishing she did not stray
with everyone around her
she can’t help but feel alone
love and care was a stranger
but she craves it like a drug
in her mind, she was a monster
with a life full of fun
putting people out of their misery
by draining out their blood
she felt guilty for her actions
couldn’t forgive herself for her mistakes
she numbed herself constantly
became a stranger with no faith
her mind was naive
it sent her right into his arms
kept a smile on her face
when he only brought her more harm
his love for her seemed infinite
he said he’d take a bullet for her any day
such a shame she fell in love
with the thought of him in her brain
oh, she should have known
not to trust another
for she failed herself,
got lost and ultimately felt smothered
she depended on him for everything
even saving her from herself
and when she pulled the trigger
all that’s left was her blood
Hotlines:
National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-SAFE
National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)
Stop it Now! 1-888-PREVENT
Suicide Hotline 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433) // 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-827-7571
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